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What color is your parachute?

Wed, 21 Jan 2009 05:19:01 GMT

Mine is golden, ofcourse.

Lately, I find myself a) unsettled, b) unfulfilled, c) finding myself.

A little over a year ago, there was a guy who had asked me what my honest opinion of him was. I told him I thought he was searching for contentment. I think that answer caught him off guard. As a matter of fact, I'm quite sure of it. Judging from our conversation that night, he probably thought I'd sum him up with the adjective, depressed or unhappy, and he probably would have accepted that without objection. But I suspect that when I threw out contentment, a light bulb went off. He said I was absolutely correct in tone as if he were suddenly enlightened. I was pleased to have been able to help a friend realize that he wasn't really unhappy, but just not quite content - I do believe happiness and contentment are not one in the same. I felt even more gratification from knowing that my friend didn't have to spend another day in the dark, but could actually focus on finding a path to his inner peace.

Now, a little over a year later, I find myself in the same situation as my friend. How did I get so lost again?

Anyways, as my New Year's Resolution, I propose to do the things that make me the happiest:

1. Volunteering, 2. Reading, 3. Building my net worth (more like re-building it), 4. Spending time outdoors, 5. Hanging out w/ friends, 6. Traveling

If anyone still xangas... lol

Sun, 19 Oct 2008 03:59:29 GMT

I feel so down. Overwhelmed. Almost depressed. I'm really struggling to not let it affect me in any way, although, I'm positive it has.

Solution: Join Habitat for Humanity!

I'm afraid to take that leap. I don't know anyone in the network, but I'm sure it'll be great once the ice is broken and I'm actively participating. I imagine it'll be similar to the feeling that people get when they don't feel like going to go to the gym, but then that positive attitude and sense of accomplishment creeps in once they complete the work out. *I'm also thinking about getting a gym membership for the first time in my life, but that'll have to be another story for another time.*

My reason for picking habitat for humanity: I wanted to give back to the community, and I thought the skills that I acquired from renovating my own house would greatly benefit Habitat for Humanity.

Also, this is with a little inspiration from Jihye. I want to help people learn to read. There's a literacy program at libraries that I too, would like to get involved with. Jihye reads to elementary students every so often, and I just think the world of her for doing that.

Now I have to hold myself accountable and follow through! Hopefully, soon enough, I'll be too busy to feel bad for myself.

Neglect. Estrangement. Might As Well Be Abandonment!

Tue, 08 Apr 2008 15:54:07 GMT

Umm, yeah. It might be obvious that I've neglected my xanga, myspace, and facebook (albeit not as much as the aforementioned two). Here's the reason why:

Being the hypochondriac that I am, there's a disease/condition for everything. This time, I have self-diagnosed myself with what I like to call the Cave Syndrome. I guess I've holed myself up for the better part of the winter, but with reason. Maybe not good reason, but with reasonable reasons. And those reasons are:

I. Projects Galore!
1. Flip Dad's House
    a. Demo
    b. Flooring
    c. Electrical
    d. Kitchen Update
    e. 2 Full Ba + 1 1/2 Ba Partial Remodel
    f. Staging
2. Restart-up Company
    a. New mission/purpose
    b. Website Design
    c. Image Consulting
    d. General Consulting
    e. Launching Company
    f. Promoting/Advertising --> www.morganexecutive.com
3. Taking Advantage of the Bad Housing Market
    a. Prepare Financial Statements
b. Submitting Documents to Loan Officers
    c. Consulting w/ Realtors + Loan Officers
d. House Hunting
e. Market Analysis
    f. Making Offer
    g. Closing
    h. Packing
     i. Moving
4. Miscellaneous
    a. http://www.blogtalkradio.com/cmasters -
        Political Radio Show: Conservatives + Progressives Speak Now or Hold their Peace
    b. http://allaboutthebenefits.blogspot.com -
        I think the title says it all
    c. Taxes

Easy Breezy. NOT! Thank goodness I have a light schedule and unemployed!
Really though. All is well! It's just juggling it all is the trick. And truly, the results will be/are amazingly fantastic!
Yeah, my Dad's house looks very modern & elegant vs. drab & cookie cutter.
Morgan Executive is geared for explosive growth in the next 5 years.
And American Association for Retired Peoples has attempted to recognized me at the tender age of 23! That's right, I received an invite from them! Farewell, work. Hello, early retirement!

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

Wed, 06 Feb 2008 04:05:21 GMT

If They're Worth Peanuts,
Then I'm Worth
Peanut Shells.

Damn. Damn It. Argh!

Don't get me wrong. I am very thankful for my relatively fortunate status. However, I'm afraid that I won't be able to stay ahead of the curve - so to speak.

This is where I need to come up with a plan, and then play to win.

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Wed, 29 Aug 2007 04:28:23 GMT

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 07:06:41 GMT

    Can field mice or moles jump?!!! I saw a lil creature, w/ a stubby tail, tip toeing towards our door in our garage 0_o Although, I am born the year of the rat (and believe that they are much more adorable than moles), I'd much rather a mole crawl around than a mouse! Lessons I've learned about mice/ rats:
    1. They sleep and eat, but hardly work.
    2. If there's one, there is bound to be more!
    3. They'll chew the cords of your appliances >_<
    4. They can wreak havoc in just a few days!

    I wouldn't be Jamie if I didn't have a rain cloud over my head =P

    Google Earth shows that our lawn is yellow, which proves that our grass dies every summer. And I thought it was just me. Wheew!

    Having a family just consumes your life! And I quote my old roomate's mom, "Your life is never yours again! I see my families and they're just constantly workin' around the clock. A project here, plans for over there, meetings today, tomorrow, and the day after... Lol, there's so much goin' on that they're outsourcing some of the work to me. For the time being, I think I can manage, but I just can't imagine being in their shoes. It never stops! I mean, I know life doesn't stop, but you just can't get enough time for yourself! Perhaps I'm just too selfish. It's not a virtue by any means, but atleast I'm honest about my flaws and all.

Friday, June 22, 2007

Fri, 22 Jun 2007 07:54:10 GMT

Some people never change. I for instance, will apparently always lose my keys, credit cards, IDs, and whatever is in the center console of my car. Tisk, tisk!!! Then again, people are great and return my belongings to me ^_~

I appologize to all those investment gurus that said "Cash is King" this year. "Balogny" I thought! I sure did underestimate how involved I would be with cash! Cha-Ching!

On second thought, there won't be any Cha-Ching's ringing It's raining, and I need my garage and yard to place all our stuff!!!

Friday, June 08, 2007

Fri, 08 Jun 2007 22:08:06 GMT

All that glitters may be gold after all!
It has come to my attention that this precious commodity is just that - precious! I now have a new found appreciation for this metal! This is my only explanation: I'm getting old!

For those who may not know, I'm tearing my house apart. 15 years of overdue spring cleaning and what are the results thus far? The aftermath of Hurricane Jamie! It looks just as awful as it did before I started.
All is not lost nor the work fruitless. Treasures were found, and I'm glad I did my research before pitching these diamonds in the rough away! It is also apparent that I have inherited a lifetime supply of beauty products! Thanks, Mom! And ofcourse, since I'm of Asian decent, there are plenty of delicate asian decor. Now my challenge after this is to integrate it w/ my more contemporary style...

I feel like the coolest kid in the neighborhood ^_~ mmmyeah

Listen, Kids. You get back what you put in! But I'm sure you all know that already.
I mean, I have pretty cool friends!

Less I'm boasting too much, I on the other hand also can't help but feel that one day, karma will come back to haunt me. I don't think I wholly understand the consequences of my actions today. Then again, who does? That's why we all say hind sight is 20/20, right?

Extreme Limits

Mon, 30 Apr 2007 17:41:24 GMT

I've traversed the no man's land in remote parts of China. So remote that the need for waste receptacles were still unnecessary and electricity only powered a handful of light bulbs. I've endured typhoons wearing only a bathing suit and a parka. I've sailed the ocean blue and overcome sea sickness. I've tumbled down snow slopes - all the while careful to not trigger avalanches. I've vertically ascended precipices. I've assisted many more in climbing cliffs. I've swung on ropes in midair like a monkey on a vine - only with cries of exaltation. Now, the question is, can I sit through a 15 hr lock down in the name of Anatomy and Physiology and cram (which thankfully happens to be my specialty)?

Best Wishes, Everyone!
Let's Ace Those Exams!

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Sun, 29 Apr 2007 05:35:44 GMT

Welcome, Baby Jacob! And may the good Lord bless you!

It never ceases to amaze me on how many people that I've encountered have the utmost moral character, and yet are still very sensible. Wildly successful in many ways, they are the recipients of my admiration, and I feel ever so grateful. Thank you.